Last Post… I should make it count.
I am glad I did this challenge. I am thankful for it. I sincerely believe it saved me.
I was in a dark sad place before this. I was overwhelmed and just had no reason to think I was going to turn myself around. I was hiding from my YouTube followers… Embarrassed. I felt physically bad. Heavy and not at all fit. I had no direction to go in towards my health, and also no reason to think I could ever be slim again. This is sad to think about as I sit here remembering the Amelia that was before I attempted to join the challenge.
I can vividly remember the day that I got the email from Genghis Grill stating that they were doing the contest for the second time. It was like lightning struck me. I got excited… I called my friends… India and CeCe… I called my Mom and my sister… Telling them with excitement in my voice that I WAS going to do this! It’s funny to think about the confidence I had that I would be chosen. When I found out I had in fact been chosen… It was just like destiny. Amazing to see what a difference it has made. I went from an obese, slow, weak woman to what I now consider an athlete. My skin is healthier, my body fitter, my mood improved. I am thankful for this wake-up call. I am no longer floating through my life not conscience… I am aware of my activity, aware of what I put in my mouth, aware of everything.
I now know that in order for me to be healthy I have to food journal, I have to push my self physically and treat myself to all the good I can.
I wish ALL the other Khantestants luck and encourage them to set new goals for the future. This 60 days may be up but the rest of your life is ahead.
As for me… My next goal is to lose weight for my Vegas Trip in May.
48 days till then!